Last two weeks I didn’t train. Follow a course for 4 days and went for 5 days holiday to Valencia….. At this stage I have to figure out how to accept my new world. Not training for meets and this after 32 years competition is tough…… Sometimes I have some ideas to starting lifting on meets on a much lower level…. Only the big question is: What is a lower level and can I manage myself to hold back the pressure and don’t doing to much…… many questions come into my head, and at the moment it is not easy to find the answers. Now the next few weeks to train lightly and make sure I’m physically feel better. I hope to find new goals, so that I can stuff targeted actions. It is okay it will take some time.